For a while there there was nothing to blog about. So I didn't.
But today I thought I'd share my thoughts with you once again.
I've been reminiscing. Shock horror. I do that a lot though. Today's session was triggered by the fact that Parkmore was playing netball whilst I was walking back home from the library. And I saw an old Vermont buddy that may or may not remember me, hence me not calling out their name to say hi. But I saw them. And I smiled stupidly when I walked down the netball courts to talk to an audience member (nearly falling down the stairs). And thinking about what's past can be funny and unbearably happy. But it's also a slightly sad occassion cause you realise that you can never go back. Vermont wasn't great. It was pretty bad actually. But that doesn't mean that good things didn't happen. It doesn't mean that I wasn't happy. I can remember the times I laughed just because I could.
I guess what I'm really trying to get to here, is that I'm wanting some way to merge the past and the present, all those happy times together. But that's just not the way it works.
So I'm smiling now. I'm smiling cause I've been eating a lot. I'm smiling cause it's a good day, and I can feel summer coming. It is a slightly wistful smile though.
Just a little.