I have been feeling better about life and missing high school and old friends etc. etc. but I think my moment of clarity and realisation came when I saw a photo on Facebook of someone with the school spoon and I didn't care anymore. I used to get wildly envious. I wanted to be important, I wanted to be recognised damn it give me a spoon to prove my worth! But I saw the photo and I am not consumed by envy and grief anymore, which is refreshing. That could change quickly but at the moment I am good and that is good.
John Mayer next week!!
By the time I recognise this moment this moment will be gone.
My favourite view in Melbourne. Never grow tired of it.